Zhi-Yong

  I climbed Mount Tai the day before yesterday.

   I was unhappy all these days.I had some unpleasant feeling with him.I became silent and friends said I looked a bit sad.Actually I sometimes cried and had no mood to work or cant concentrate on diagnosis.Now I think,it is really dangerous,for patients and myself.

  The terrible thing which changes my attituation awards life is my hair.I was proud of my hair because it is darken black and thicken and straight and so on.Many friends of mine have lots white hairs even they are younger than me.But last week I found my hair is falling down.When I combed my hair,when I rubbed my head,when I washed,there was lots hair falled.I lost them suddenly,I was frightened.Panic!It lasted 10 days till now.I cant bear,I cut it as short as I know.The barber said "sorry,I cant shorten it any more.Otherwise it will stand upright as a guy.You looks heavy-hearted.Dont be worried,all will be fine.''I appreciated of him,how nice he is.I decide to be good to myself,try and try.

 I come here today only want to say 'thank you' to a guy who I dont know the name!Thank you although I dont know you and may be never to meet you again.I hope you will be successful all the life.

  There is not so many such kind person in China who will render help to those in need.I think at that time many people around feel that it is unfair to me.But nobody will give a hand.But the guy comes.I did see clear he looks like because I lost my glasses.I was fighting with another girl because she clapped and kicked my son.ok,I will change.

  I went to Changchun,the Capital of Jilin province, with our project.It was an improtant city of 200 history in 20 years ago.At first in 1930s,the Japanese invaded into China and Changchun is a prelude of their ambition.They helped Puyi to bulit a Manchukuo government in Changchun and then it became a colony city.After 1950s,Chanchun showed its importance on ecnomic of its industries of automobiles,eg. car, truck, train.

  But the situation changed because the reform of the whole country.The industies with several million workers are dismissed.Many people lost their jobs and some with lower sallaries.

  When I walked on the streets in Changchun,I sighed.The avenues are so broad and I still feel the glorious of the past. Although volkswagon is from Changchun now, it is the fact of the decay. The price of the apartment in the center is just 4000 RMB/m2 which is much lower than my city.There is seldom block of trafic and not so many luxury cars.A funny thing, man there usually is tall.I mean, most of them are over 175 cm.Where is the direction of the city?

 Bethune Mecial university is blong to Jilin University recently and altered its name to Medical academy affiliated to Jilin university. Its building is still manful and beautiful. When doorkeeper introudced the origination, I was touched they were bulit by Japanese. 

  The similar strange feeling came when I went to Yanji,a city full of Korean. All signboards are written by Chinese and Korean. The korean has their custom and live as they want. I thought about Tibetan at that time.Both of them have their own languages and cultures.Why Han of our government should control their nation under the signals of helping them?Does the government really want to eliminate their beliefs and religions?I'm really puzzling. 

  My mother-in-law told us we have mariied for 10 years.Nothing special.Both of us have forgot and neglect it.It is a kind of sad.10 years,it is heard so long.How many 10 years are there in one's life?The wonderful 10 years passed by accompanied with arguement and silence.Love is so far and I couldn't hold on it any more.Someone will tell me the love have changed to family feelings and many families are working like this.Yes,it does.