Zhi-Yong

  今天，听新闻说，因为三鹿奶粉的影响导致上亿吨奶粉积压，眼看要过期，奶业协会中有人提出要政府买单。

  真是很有意思的笑话，当今的市场早已经不是计划指令性经济，让政府买单难道牛奶就不过期了？还是让政府替你强令性销售？中国的事情真让人啼笑皆非。

On the morning of 11/2,dad called me suddenly.He talked to me in a uncalm voice "your mum got stroke last night and she is waitting for your brother to bring her to hospital." I was frightened.If it is not serious,my dad wont inform me in the early of morning. Then I talked to my mum and calmed her not to be worried.I would arrange all the happening things.I called 120 to take mum to hospital.My God,I remembered I was so nerous at that time.Because I was 57 kilometers away. i didnt know how about her.I called my friend who works in the hospital in the county.It seemed everything was going well.

  At noon,another elder brother called me that mum wasnt treated as he imagined in that ward.He hoped that my mum could be transfered to my hospital.I agreed and I asked for help to my friend again when I heard the request of my brother was refused by the physician.While I saw mum,I felt pain in my heart.How such a strong woman could be like that!

  Several days before,I was chatted with friends who were businessmen. One of them invited me to join them. I declined as the resons belowed: I was so busy,I liked my job now,I spent a lot of time to work on diagnosis from patients and read new literatures of various diseases to avoid the misdiagnosis. I had duty to supervise my younger doctors and guide them on study, I hoped my department to be one of the best group in Hebei province., etc. Suddenly the leader of them asked me a question:" What is it associated with your profit?"

  I was mute. Indeed, how could I respond according to the query? In max degree, all my struggle achieved with the help of God. What finally I gain？Enough money? Reputation? Easy life? Succeful marriage? I think at that time, I'm the retired age with limited money. At the most, there is a director ever  work hard for the development of pathology in the hospital from the others' eyes. Then 10 years later,there is only few peoples remerber your name or behaviours. Many doctors around was gradually forgot by history. Do I also hope the life like that? At list I should have no financial worry to do what I want. The Analects of Confucius:
Personal life and family：
At 30, I took my stand; (三十而立)
At 40, I no longer had doubts; (四十不惑)
At 50, I knew the will of the heavens; (五十而知天命)
At 60, my ear was attuned; (六十而耳順)
At 70, I follow all the desires of my heart without breaking any rule. (七十而從心欲)
Ok,I still have 1 year left to have doubt,Hahaha!

  I'm hesitated in the deep of my heart.

  I was invited by a young man to a meeting which held by a group of Anyway.He is successful. Many peoples, who are managers or senior director,shared their experiences in Anyway.I think they are really excellent.They have so many different ways in the sales.But I believe all of them have an definitely aims.They know clear what they want,they are long for success and money,they are hugering for changing their lives.They hope the poor is far from them and the wealth is sitting besides them. I could feel their strong wish full of the room.

 What impressed me most is one question "where are you in the coming 3 years?" The crisis is so serious and many vocation are facing choices and chances. I'm obtused on such things.But I was touched by that question.Usually I make a aims of the current year,but I never have a such long goal.Are you still in the postion now? Are you still poor as now? Do you have any improvement in your ability on profession,social intercourse or any other fields?

  It is time to do something make my mind awake.

 I act as an expert in my spare time in the hospital of my hometown.I had lunch with the vice-president of the hospital this noon.It is a lottle farfrom the town.Actually it is located in the field without any shetle of a small village.No,not exactly,O mean there is no green in the field.You know in the winter of north of China,the fireld is yellow and the tree without leaves.It is quite deserted and a dreary scenery.When we were drving along the road in the countryside,I noticed there were the roots of crops left in the field.I asked the president Liu:"aren't the roots digged any more?""No,the peasants have enough fuel to heat the houses and cook.They neednt dig the roots any more.To do so will expend too much exertion.Many spend more time to other bussiness.The life becomes better and better.It is so different from before."He answered.I can feel the proud from his heart.He loves the farm and his homeland.In fact,I have to agree with him.When I was a child,I had to walk to the primary school 3 kilometers far away.Because there is no bus and I had no bicycle.We only had 2 bikes for my parents who worked much far than their children.And I also had to cut enough grass to school which was sold to supplement the cost of students.In winter,what I was feared most was asked by teachers to dig roots of crops to prepare fro the fire in the classroom.Since my parents weren't peasant,I never was trained to do such farmwork.It was out of my ability.Whatwas more?The students were arranged to light the fire alterately in the morning of winter.You should heat the stove and made it hot when the other classmates arrived the room.So I had to go to school in the early morning and the day is dark with the shining stars.I can remember I hold the firewood and walked hurrily in the field without a person.It was not a warmly memory.

  Time is passing,life is changing.Now people have improved the situation a lot.We have storied building and centralized heating system.The old life style is discarded.I feel glad that the small children have a happier life for ever.

  Story continues.Our cans stopped in front of a farmer's house.There are some cocks wandering,ducks swimming and frolicing in the river,pheasants in the hencoop.I was told the host raised the fishes and recently had a restaurant with special food which was cooked by the fresh farm domestic animals.They are smart,right?